IT'S ARRIVED!
Opening night!! In 5 hours time, I will be on stage. The last 4 months have culminated in THIS.
I'm excited XD
~Pia
Friday, May 29, 2009
Friday, May 1, 2009
Normality
Ever wanted to change who you are?
I mean, been perfectly fine with what you're like, then realising that maybe, you're not right after all? Ok, so, let's have a little context.
Rehearsal. We had to do the scene. As in "The Scene." Capitalised, underlined, italicised and all that.
Anyway, we did it, it was awkward and weird and whatever, there was cheering and turning bright red and whatnot. And all was amusing and whatever, there were weird looks at school and stuff and I survived the ordeal.
Apparently, the other factor in the equation hasn't... so well.
It's hilarious that he has to "hook up" with a geek.
I'm apparently the laughing stock of his entire year.
Have I done the wrong thing or something? I'm all wrong. It explains a lot, really, A hell of a lot.
I know I'm a geek. I don't need someone to tell me that, and I've never seen it as a problem before, much. I mean, it's never nice being the klutz of the group, but when people are laughing, everything's ok. And if they have to laugh at me to laugh at all, I've been willing to do that. Now, I'm not so sure that's the best idea.
So, the long and short of it all is.. what do I do?
Is it possible to take a class on normality? And even if it is, how effective would it actually be... and do I really want it? I know my methods aren't the best, and they're not beneficial for me in the long run, but when people aren't taking me seriously I don't need to pretend so much that I sometimes wish I was as cool and calm and normal as everyone else. When people laugh I'm safe.
Any ideas?
I mean, been perfectly fine with what you're like, then realising that maybe, you're not right after all? Ok, so, let's have a little context.
Rehearsal. We had to do the scene. As in "The Scene." Capitalised, underlined, italicised and all that.
Anyway, we did it, it was awkward and weird and whatever, there was cheering and turning bright red and whatnot. And all was amusing and whatever, there were weird looks at school and stuff and I survived the ordeal.
Apparently, the other factor in the equation hasn't... so well.
It's hilarious that he has to "hook up" with a geek.
I'm apparently the laughing stock of his entire year.
Have I done the wrong thing or something? I'm all wrong. It explains a lot, really, A hell of a lot.
I know I'm a geek. I don't need someone to tell me that, and I've never seen it as a problem before, much. I mean, it's never nice being the klutz of the group, but when people are laughing, everything's ok. And if they have to laugh at me to laugh at all, I've been willing to do that. Now, I'm not so sure that's the best idea.
So, the long and short of it all is.. what do I do?
Is it possible to take a class on normality? And even if it is, how effective would it actually be... and do I really want it? I know my methods aren't the best, and they're not beneficial for me in the long run, but when people aren't taking me seriously I don't need to pretend so much that I sometimes wish I was as cool and calm and normal as everyone else. When people laugh I'm safe.
Any ideas?
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